Extra Ordinary me
Hi im rahma i like call myself Ais
Some people call me by different names. (identify issues lol)
I never had the courage to introduce myself until today so I don’t know how to do it in a cool way.
a little something about me that My whole family and people around me used to claim me as "overbearing" while actually I am just introvert and socially awkward plus I have a resting bitcjh face…as an asian my life kinda though, ridiculously but when i was teenage my mom always ask me to smile wherever i go.
She said that’s something we can control and she told me to stop Frowning whenever I have a serious discussion. Well Basically that was a normal expression for me. but just like another Asian mom, my mom always needs me as the perfect daughter while I’m not, who is?
( Probably my neighbour’s daughter )
An interesting story my mom ever told me is that they claimed I was deaf when i was a baby (idk why)
at 2 years old, I still didn’t show them signs that I could speak like another’s baby.
Fyi We live a far away from the city so they couldn’t get any text from the doctor at that time so they wouldn’t know that was just speech delay.
And she said when I was a Baby they should try hard to make me laugh.
But trust me I’m so welcome rn
I was never one of those kids who knew exactly what I wanted to be when I grew up, basically I am a big dreamer but never took any action considering I was struggling with mental health issues
I have loved to read and write since I was a kid. As long i can remember I wanted to become a blogger when I was 13 While I read a great blog from Raditya Dika,
He is a Celebrity from Indonesia And i Close to 24 rn and I have not started until today. (Silly me)
After many breakdowns and journeys I've struggled with, I decided to take rest and stopped spending time striving for happiness.
And when I look back I used to be really happy while writing a diary, article about celebrities and random threads on twitter.
I hope I can get these habits back.
Currently I just work in my family fast food restaurant and stay home daughter (lol)
And After many struggling with quarter life crisis I decide to push myself a little bit more out of my comfort zone.
i believe There is not growth with in comfort zone
I dedicated to become dreamers with a long list of dreams and start to enjoy my journey. I try to research the most important aspects of my life such as personal growth, mental Health, positive psychology and personal relationships.
I like romanticizing my introvert life and creating my dream life, I hope I can start using this great app and share my experience of life and things I can learn on my road.
I would like to look for great friends on this app.
